no good

now that I
finally got here
I'm so fucking tired
I don't know
just where to turn

all is falling
apart and on me
can I quit it?
just for a moment

all my life is
drowning
can't you take my hand?
and save me
from all the snow balls
that I started

I can't fit in
I can't fit in


now the sun is rising
and I'm still crawling
and the dawn
can't just fucking leave me

all my darkness
filled all rooms
inside me
and I know no homes
since I started
losing track

losing track
all my life
all my life
down that path
that I started
now it's all a maze
and I'm so bored
and so fucking tired

I can't fit in
I can't fit in

can't you help me
I just lost my head
and all my memory
down your path
it's not and all my fault
and it's yours too
every single second
that I'm failing

can't you help me?
I know you're just a pill
and you don't talk and you don't feel
and you can't answer
to all of my problems
that you're meant to heal
but also cause

and you're not guilty
from all the mess you made
and I went crazy
from all your side kicks
and all of the haze
that you make me

I can't fit it
I can't fit in

all my life is drifting
and your taste
on the tip of my tongue
it warns me
that you're no good

but so what?
I'm not as well

I can't fit in
no, I can't
but can you?

can't you help me?
I'm so fucking tired